Because Of You
4:32 PM•Sunday, December 20, 2009
Life@Dawn - Because Of You
Cant remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why Im so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I cant erase you out of my mind
[Chrs]
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
Ive lost everything because of you
Im speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?
It also rained on that day
Youve stared at me wordlessly
Youve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
Youve told me to leave
And the moment leave
You treat me as if Im insane
Its just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u
[Chrs]
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
Ive lost everything because of you
Im speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?
I miss u I need u
Even in my dreams Im wit u..
I miss u I need u
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy
My heart aches
Its too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Cant live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me
[Chrs]
I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
Ive lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
Im speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?
Finally
4:03 PM•
Visual Fallacy - Finally
[Chrs]
Finally, we are drifting apart, but do you know how i feel?
Sorry, my eyes are wet
I've always loved you from the bottom of your heart
Finally, erase me...
Finally, this might be hard on you...
Finally, i will remember those (sweet memories) for you...
"i've never loved anyone"
After hearing those half-hearted words
I walk down the street
And i cried on my way home, my pain grows
Tonight is a sleepless night
(your face keep popping into my mind)
It must be hard on you as well
But please understand my situation
[Chrs]
Finally, we are drifting apart, but do you know how i feel?
Sorry, my eyes are wet
I've always loved you from the bottom of your heart
Finally, erase me...
Finally, this might be hard on you...
Finally, i will remember those (sweet memories) for you...
We've broken up (our love) have shattered into pieces
It has been ripped and shattered
My heart feels heavy and numb
I've turned my back on you
Then i've thrown you away
I was cruel, i was the one at fault
Please forgive me for being so cold-hearted
You may have left but i still remember you
No matter how hard i try, she's still gone
[Chrs]
Finally, we are drifting apart, but do you know how i feel?
Sorry, my eyes are wet
I've always loved you from the bottom of your heart
Finally, erase me...
Finally, this might be hard on you...
Finally, i will remember those (sweet memories) for you...
The time flew by and maybe we could be back together again
But my heart (my heart) will ache once again
I hurt because of you...
Now by his side, no way!
Because of me, your flowing tears became a very deep sea
I'm sorry mom, for the words i said out of anger
I was a really selfish guy, inside my shell, playing strong
(Can't stop thinking about you)
About the moment that i left you...
(Can't stop thinking about you)
Still the thought of you...
We were cool about the break up
But you're living on deep inside of my heart
[Chrs]
Finally, we are drifting apart, but do you know how i feel?
Sorry, my eyes are wet
I've always loved you from the bottom of your heart
Finally, erase me...
Finally, this might be hard on you...
Finally, i will remember those (sweet memories) for you...
9:00 PM•Friday, October 09, 2009
[hAngovEr][Reminisce][ShinHyeok/SooYeon/KyuMin]
#[SY]My heart hurts, it hurts so much...
More i feel, my heart gets worn out..
[KM]Yo, don't hold back the person who's ready to leave
The journey ending with my lonely feelings hiding behind my heart
Straying away from the road of love,
I've found myself being discarded by the levies of love
Me muttering my confessions as if it's a surgery
You may not understand it, but i still love you
If we can't be beside each other i will just leave
Willing to do anything, now i will get going..
Can no longer bare to look, you've confined me in a cage
Blood pouring down;
The sadness, happiness, those feelings we've shared
I can no longer bare to look, while i'm still breathing
It would be better if i forget, so please stop this nonsense
The scar only getting deeper as it is watered
Your voice and breath
That long hair and its scent, everything all tangled
All mixed with desiredness
You've waited long enough but i've forgotten you
#[SY]My heart hurts, it hurts so much...
More i feel, my heart gets worn out..
[SH]I sometimes held back my tears as i saw your face
I sometimes closed my eyes and prayed as i panicked that you might be gone
As i wake from sleep, i've poked you and called your name as well
If wasn't enough, I also bit you softly as well
I was relieved as i heard your whimper
Then as i stared at you, i held back my tears..
And as i stared at you, i sometimes held back my desiredness
If you leave from my side i've thought that i would follow you till the end of the world..
You don't have to try to confine me when i look at the branded image of you in my heart
Even if you don't try to be similar when i look at you..
Your existence which co-exist with my love
The love which brightens my path
The wind slowly soaking the dry soul
If walking thru this path means throwing away all of my happiness,
Then i'd rather rest beside you..
#[SY]Tears bursting and now i really miss you
I may try to forget, but i'm not able to
If the world stops and if my heart stops again
By then perhaps we will end this...
#It's not familiar no matter how i try
I know, it's not familiar
Live within my heart...Just live within my heart..
Then it's okay even if i leave you
[KM]Yo, i'm the one who's going to forget you, so please stop this nonsense
The sadness, happiness, those feelings we've shared
[SH]Firstly, i loved her more than anyone else
Secondly, i've loved myself more then her..
[KM]I'm the one who's going to forget you, so please stop this nonsense
The sadness, happiness, those feelings we've shared
[SH]All of a sudden, the feeling of 'love' has disappeared
Now i've finally realized that i have left your side...
o.o recently all my songs is very emo and i don't know why tho... i'm confused myself... hmmm...
1:48 PM•Thursday, October 08, 2009
[ShinHyeok][Let It Go]
Even during those days when I'm tired,
I heard all of your problems
I gave you all of my feelings to you even if I received none as return
Why does missing call count increase?
While you are making up inexcusable excuses
I can’t hold it back any longer...
ijen uril nwajullae..neohanteneun anjullae....
oneul narangman itgetdago haenoko geuphan yaksogi itdamyeonseo
eodinga neoman nandago sesigan dongan junbihaenneunde
eotteoke nahante geurae
chingudeuri nan jeongmal baborago
ni pyeonman deuneun naega jeongmal useupdago
nado ije deoisangeun neoreul motmitgesseo
You said today we have our own quality time...
but suddenly you said you have plans
It took me forever to plan our date…
How could you do this to me?
Friends tells me I am really stupid for love
They tell me it’s pathetic how I side with you
Now I’ve lost trust in you
From today I won’t give you any
From now on, I will never give you my feelings
From now on, I will never give it to you
From now on, I will never cry, it won’t happen twice
Please stop, it’s only doing me more harm
And you might regret it
Ever since your heart changed it was hard for me
But I will think about it once more
No matter how much I think, we aren’t destined
The excuse you are using right now is insufficient
If you are truthful like back in the day than okay
geuman jom meomchwo ireoda nal nochyeo
geurigo huhoe halji molla
ni mami byeonhandwi himdeureoseo manhi
hajiman dasi saenggakhaebolge
deoisang myeot beonigo saenggakhaedo deoneun andoe
jigeum niga haneun byeonmyeongeuron bujokhae
manyak yejeoncheoreom soljikhaejin damyeon ok
geureomyeon julge always...
now we have to let it go ~....
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7:12 AM•Sunday, September 06, 2009
POP lo!!! hahas.. yes! the day is one to behold and remember! the joy of throwing your caps into the air and being with your family and friends is going to be with you for a long, long time. after 3months of BMT, i'm no longer a recruit... i'm now a private... wahahas.. all the sweat and tears shed is worth it... duno what to say now... all i wanna do is rest and recover for now... the 24km route march have caused blisters on my foot... can't walk properly... just gotta wait for my posting now... admin work pls.. T_T!!bulan ramadan berpuasa
bulan syawal hari raya
bila tiba hari raya
semua askar bergembira
pagi-pagi bangun sahur
dengan mata sungguh ngantuk
dengan mulut sungguh busuk
pergi cookhouse untuk sahur
bila angin tiup (x4)
i know, i know
we all puasa
puasa yok yok
puasa yok yok
i know, i know
you all puasa
platoon sergeant tak puasa
platoon sergeant minum redbull...
(composed by Zainal)
(original song: Cold Wind Blows)
6:01 PM•Sunday, August 16, 2009
waaaa.... shag shag shag... shag till cannot shag anymore... so little rest time... book out also for awhile only...
Army Half Marathon was fun and interesting but took my strength away from me... how am i gonna survive my Field Camp next week...!! and passing my SOC!!! T_T....
POP in 2 weeks!!! ENDURE!!!!!!!!!
3GUARDS ALPHA COY!!!!
6:13 PM•Wednesday, June 10, 2009
GUESS WHAT IS THIS~!!!!?????
IT's MY ROUND HEAD!!!! WAHAHAHaHHAHHSAHSHS...
my hairr... T_T
12:12 PM•Tuesday, June 09, 2009
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